killingtimeforu

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 00:31:50 GMT

Swim meet.. but who cares...

If i was to die tomarrow...
Would you speak at my funeral?
Would you Cry?
What would you say?
How would you react?
Who would you tell?
Would you beable to tell anyone?
What would you have wanted me to know?

... kinda disturbing questions But Answere Them!!!

Much Love, xoxo

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:48:16 GMT

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. What do you think of me?

5. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you kiss me?

8. Would you hug me?

9. Physically, what stands out?

10. Emotionally, what stands out?

11. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

12. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

13. How long have you known me?

14. Describe me in one word.

15. What was your first impression?

16. Do you still think that way about me now?

17. What do you think my weakness is?

18. Do you think I'll get married?

19. What makes me happy?

20. What makes me sad?

21. What reminds you of me?

22. If you could give me anything what would it be?

23. When's the last time you saw me?

24. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

25. Do you think I could kill someone?

- Thanx Chris My Love

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:34:32 GMT

okay so the hole day i sit there and im thinking oh okay Frosh/Soph practice no big deal Shon wont care if i dont wanna swim with varsity boys no big deal... thats how my WONDERFUL story begins...

So i show up late to practic and im going to practice with Frosh/Soph girls because i really dont think im fast enough for Varsity Boys. Well, i get into trouble for being late with frosh/soph and have to do push ups, while im doing push ups Tyler E. walks over and is like caitlin what are you doing your practicing with us today you dont have to do push ups you not doing frosh/soph i say no way im doing frosh/soph then Coach Shon yells at me and takes me into the blue room when he calls my coach *varisty girls coach russ* and says Caitlin should practice with us right, while hes doing this Tyler Erwin is trying to convince me to do Varsity Boys practice. Then i end up having to do it, OH DARN *not really they are all like beautiful boys*, and i made like 4 or 5 new friends. YAY! They were all being hilarious and "showing off" so Shon said but hey im tottally fine with that im in like w/ have of The Varsity Boys Swimteam ... Wow...
I wouldn't trade today for the world ......... :) x 10000

Today was the best !!! Yay !!! Definutly what i needed !!!

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 04:20:01 GMT

So today was odd, i was way happy when i woke up and now im just Blah no emotion in anyway once so ever. Who knew right?

I love
1 for helping
2 for listening
4 for loving
2 for always caring
1 for *trying to give advise
1 for giving great advise
And anyone Or Everyone that has ever been ther for me i love you...

today sucked... :(
Bye loves xoxo

Im Home !!!

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 01:55:02 GMT

Im home and your all gone... oh well...

I had the best spring break of my life!!! I'm Back, I'm Happy, I'm Tan. I love Hawaii. I love Hawaiian Boys. I love vacation. Totally EXACTLY what i needed. 80-85 degree weather for a week. Great Beach. Great Waves. THE OCEAN WAS SOOOOOO WARM oh My Gosh i was IN LOVE. Oh and Meeting way hot boys, Tanning on the beach for three days straight. Im in love. If towlie wasn't here im telling ya i would NEVER come back. I have stories ladies... :)

The few things i was mad about, they didn't just disappear im still pissed. The funnie thing is towlie and i talked and SHE HAS NO IDEA. oh well... life goes on not my problem
Hang Loose... RELAX ... people in hawaii are so chill im in love...

Hang Loose
Bye hunnie(s)
Call Me im up for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.

i had to get it out but...

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 03:47:31 GMT

Im sick of not feeling wanted. Im sick of getting phone calls to go places because, I can give a ride one way, or You know i would want to be invited but dont really care if i come or not. Or when people say i really wanna spend time with you but never make the effort. Im tierd of drama, im tierd of people, im tierd...

Today i realised, my friend is changing for the worse, and growing away from me, and really everyone else too, i just dont think she knows it. Im not sure if everone else feels this way but she doesn't ever spend time w/ us or me w/o them anymore. Or it has to involve them. By all means have other friends thats great but honestly... dont for get your friends from school/home.

I'm leaving town for a week... hope you all miss me or even notice I'm gone, but i love you and am thinking of you wether your thinking of me or not.

all over again

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 02:52:44 GMT

All over again
I’m falling again
I’m loving again
I’m scared again
I want you again...

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 00:14:01 GMT

Ready ... i have a lot to say... kinda

I can't explain to anyone how much i love my friends and how much i missed girls night and how extremely happy i am that we had extremely cute boys Ben, Jimmy, Freddie, Travis come and do the hole 5th grade "ding dong ditch" thing but of course we found out who it was on the first one, got soaked ran inside and tried to finnish texas chainsaw, 10 mins later it happens again and we almost caught them, but not quite, by the way that was the time i got soaked wearing a light brown t-shirt and my hoochie shorts(wahoo). Then it happens again and again and again. Finally Ben calls a peace and is talking to towlie and is like okay we gotta be done with this its like 11:30 at night we'll see ya on Monday. When Jimmy Flanagan decides to chuck a waterbottle at my house hits towlie in the stomach and then hits her hand and her stomach had a waterbottle print on it forever and i think he broke her thumb. Poor girl ... but i wonder why they did all this hmm... ben, <3's towlie and poor freddie thinks krista's hot and she thinks hes disgusting. So cry a river for him.

Then this morning wake up go to dennies have pancakes YUM, and go "wash cars" (AKA me and heather making John and Dylan EXTREMELY HORNY) So heather and i get into a soap fight and a water fight and wow, i was having so much funn... it was a totally like one of those movies with the girls getting into a water fight w/ one guy while washing cars. Then john did me and heather a huge "favor" hes such a cutie.

I've discovered i got my Flirt back guys... Its Back !!!!

I Loved This Weekend Wow... Words Can't discribe it...

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 02:03:37 GMT

By The way, my blonde hair made me forget...
Chick Night At My House Saturday Night ... Be their or be square... Kaylee, Elise, Heather, Shanea, Caitlyn, Krista, Amanda!!!
Bye loves
xoxo

wow... boredum kills you slowly

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 01:58:17 GMT

Alright so swim meets right... No, i hate them... i had to swim fliping Backstroke against a flipping girl whos flipping arms were as flipping long as i am tall, i seirously wanted to ask "hey hows the Flipping weather up there you GIANT?" but she kicked my ass (in backstroke)only 2sec. haha LONG TIME ... on top of me getting the worst time of my life, i screwed up my FIRST flip turn, its not my fault its the damn wall, it got to close, Tony wouldn't believe me, I wonder why right, haha. Well... who cares its stupid backstroke and i hate it. But i made up for it by getting a time that beat all of the Varsity 200'ers a time of 2.15.03 which thank you very much MADE MY DAY!!! (not that fast but im getting better) so i get to swim varsity Friday, against marina... cry for me please im gonna loose. Oh well... i also have to swim the flipping 500yrds which sucks... i hate it but what ever. Im Finally Varsity !!! Yay !!!!!!!
is it possible to complain about complainers i mean honestly if your complaining about a complainer that just makes you a complainer yourself... So im a complainer here i go... Im sick of people whining ever single day about anything and everything, people if you wanna change it then change it, i mean honestly... If your doing bad in school, try harder, if your sick get healthy, if your fat go on a diet, if your muscleless WORK OUT, if your Hungry Flipping Eat Somthing.. If your tierd then Sleep.. i mean come on theres a Solution to everything... If your ugly... Sucks to be you !!! haha Guess we're all screwed because Everyone except my HUSBAND *te* thinks they are ugly...

I wish people would stop complaining about complainers... its really annoying... but im not complaining.. haha RIGHT

Acutally Very Entertaining

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 03:01:59 GMT

So most people dont read these and are just like oh another one of those and skip it but im extremely bored and waiting for my Golden Spoon... i love having best friends, ... Best Friends That Drive !!! (im not using her i swear, i was friends befor she drove remember, plus i love her)

g e n e r a l
1. Name: Caitlin Diane Wood
2. Single or taken: VERY single
3. Sex: Female
4. Bday: 111088
5. Sign: scorpio
6. Siblings: 1 bro
7. Hair Color: Blonde
8. Eye Color: Blue
9. Shoe Size: 8 - 9
10. Height: 5'6 1/2

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. Who are your best friends?: Towlie, then close friends... well you know
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. Where is your favorite place to shop: abercrombi and fitch, victoria secrets, Nordstroms
2. Any tattoos or piercing: uh.. my ears

s p e c i f i c s
1. Do you do drugs?: no
2. What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head And Sholders / Garnie Fruties (i can't spell, its the hair)
3. What are you most scared of?: Suicide of a friend, rejection
4. What are you listening to right now?: Maroon 5
5. Who is the last person that called you?: Caitlyn but i was on the phone w/ Heather, Damn Call Waiting
6.Where do you want to get married?: like i know...
7. How many buddies are online right now?: 16
8. What would you change about yourself?: looks, intelegance

f a v o r i t e s
1. Color: Tan or Yellow
2. Food: STEAK
3. Boy's names: Tyler
4. Girl's names: Kimailie
5. Subjects in school: Lunch
6. Animals: Geraff *how do you spell that*
7. Sports: swim or polo

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. Given anyone a bath?: Yes.. i'll leave it up to your imagination
2. Bungee jumped?: no, that'd be cool though
3. Made yourself throw up?: yeah
4. Skinny dipped?: Yea
5: Ever been in love?: Im thinkin not
6. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
7. Pictured your crush naked?: Of Course, T.E. (not my crush but he's pretty nice to picture naked)
8. Actually seen your crush naked?: I wish
9. Cried when someone died?:Of Course
10. Lied? : Yep
11. Fallen for your best friend?: Nope
12. Been rejected? Many a times
13. Rejected someone?: Yeah, but i give anyone and everyone a chance first
14. Used someone?: kinda
15. Done something you regret?: Many Times, but God's Got a Plan

c u r r e n t
Clothes: Boxer shorts, t-shirt, Slippers
Make-up: None GO ME
Annoyance: My little brother
Smell: BBQ
Favorite artist: John Mayor or Jack Johnson
Favorite group: Maroon 5
Desktop picture: Someone...
Book youre reading: Spy Girl (its terrible)
CD in player: What type or which bands??? im lost...
DVD in player: PIRATES (orlando bloom, beautiful boy)
Color of toenails: Purple

l a s t | p e r s o n
You touched: Towlie.. Again use your imagination
Hugged: Towlie... Keep using your imagination
You IMed: ... heck if i know

IMd you: ... again, i dunno
You yelled at: i dont yell
You kissed: ...

a r e | y o u
Understanding: most of the time yes
Open-minded: yes
Interesting: no
Random: extremely Almost ADDish
Hungry: always
Smart: i wish
Hard working: some of the time
Organized: not at all
Shy: only if im alone w/ new people, give me a friend and im back to normal
Difficult: Some times
Attractive: not really
Bored easily: No... i like to stare
Messy: very
Responsible: some times
Obsessed: Hawaii, Pinapples
Angry: naw
Sad: nope
Happy: Always
Hyper: I Just Got Golden Spoon!!! Of Course!!!
Trusting: If i like you i am
Talkative: Almost to

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
Kill: No one
Slap: My Brother
Look like: Any one hott
Talk to offline: Anyone who wants to talk to me im open
Talk to online: who ever talks to me first normally
kiss: a few people actually

r a n d o m
In the morning I: shower eat go...
All I need is: music, friends, boys
Love is: Somthing thats either there or its not, Once it comes you just know...
dream about: Haha, wouldn't you like to know... Many Things

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi, Coke gives me a weird taste after im done drinking it
Flowers or Candy: Candy (im fat)
Tall or Short: Tall Boys, Short Girls

o p p o s i t e | s e x
What do you notice first: smile, eyes, height
First person you slow danced with: Bryan Bissonett
Worst question to ask: Are you okay? DOES IT LOOK LIKE IM OKAY ... THERE YA GO!
Makes you laugh the most: Heather... Edison people
What makes you smile: Funny Feelings
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them?: Someone
Who do you have a crush on: Someone
Who has a crush on you: Like i know.. I wish someone liked me
Is easiest to talk to: Towlie

N u m b e r
Of times I have had my heart broken: Never, its been hurt, but never broken
Number of hearts i have broken: hopefuly none
Of guys ive kissed: w/ feeling... 7
Of girls ive kissed: 2
Of continents I have lived in: 1
Of tight friends: enough for me to feel wanted
Of cds I own: like i count ... probly only 24
Of scars on my body: LOTS, i was a tonboy, tomboy, what ever
Two of the things that I regret: Hooking up w/ some people, Being to afraid to tell someone my true feelings

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: I want to feel wanted, but who doesn't
I want: That Boy
I have: Stuff i really dont need
I wish: i was confidant enough to not be concided but to beable to walk out of the house naked feelin good
I hate: slefishness, people who are concided ( * i can't spell * )
I fear: rejection, Suicide of a Friend
I hear: Way to much
I search: For that special some one, More hope in God
I wonder: About as much as i can't w/ out hurting myself.
I love: Who ever wants to be loved

Things Everyone Needs to hear At Some Point In Their Life: Its Okay to Cry. And Cry on me.

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 00:04:09 GMT

Im getting a feeling that everyone is mad or up set or frusterated with how they're life is right now. Everyone seems to be going threw problems at the exact same time. And every one person thinks that they're problems are worse then the next. Its hard being a friend... you have to listen to peoples problems day after day after day, sometimes without a thank you. The thing is its all worth it when you are all having a good day, week, month what ever. You can all laugh together, be happy enjoy everything or anything that comes along. I kinda miss those times, us girls haven't had a CHICK like ONLY GIRLS night in such a long time and i want to explode. We are signaling people out left and right with out even noticing it. We need a girls night where we are ALL there and we can talk about sex, masterbation(or from what i hear the lack there of), boys, girls, talk trash, ANYTHING we need to talk again. I get this feeling that everyone is mad at someone, me and others. We need to fix this. Honestly we do. Girls night anyone ???

Maybe its just me afterall i haven't hung out w/ just the girls sence That morning we took amanda out to breakfast...
Maybe its that I haven't hung out w/ my BEST FRIEND in almost a month... WE NEED A GIRLS NIGHT !!!
*i love you all*
wood

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 03:36:48 GMT

A man walks on to the campus of a middle school. No one thinks anything of it. The teachers think oh it’s a parent picking up their child early, or oh they are just a new teacher or custodian I haven’t met yet, no big deal. Later in the day the man starts talking to the children and telling them to take the pills and how it will help them sleep, how they will feel really cool if they take it, to just take one its relaxing. Most of the kids he talks to take them. Suddenly more then ¼ of the school is deathly ill. Children are all throwing up, passing out, hyperventilating, and seeing things. No one can figure out what is going on. One of the boys didn’t take the pill at school he took it home and took it before he went to bed. He died while he was sleeping he was only 13 years old. The worst part is some are in the hospital in critical condition and others are already dead. People in this world are sick and have serious problems, how can you do this to 12 and 13 year olds without a care in the world, he didn’t even charge them for the pills he just gave it to them.

- Please pray for people with problems if you can’t help them maybe god can.

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 00:20:40 GMT

haha so i wake up at 1130... i love sleeping in, how did it feel waking up at like six to go to school all you big fat ugly losers that call yourselfs cool. I got to stay home and sleep, it honestly wasn't taht great because i went to the doctors the doctor asked me if i was on my "cycle" or if i had started my "cycle" i sat there and was like are you seriously asking me this as if it has anything to do with me being sick or not she made me tell her everything how embarassing, and finaly im on like four different drugs right Oh caitlyn calls me so there for i must have either no friends or all hey i'll be your friend as long as its only at school... i feel loved not.
well ... i had a poem to write in here but now im lazy and have to go watch a movie.
bye loves
xoxo

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 00:20:39 GMT

im cool

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 03:27:29 GMT

Friday- Got hit in the Head By a Soccar ball twice and a waterpolo ball once. Well isn't that cool. Yeah, no. Then i went to islands, good food, nothing else said.

Saturday- Well i wake up to my parents saying Caitlin Get Out Of Bed. So i get up get into the car sit on my ass and stair out the window listening to music four 2 1/2 hours. Then i eat in-n-out. Ate, got back in the car drove for another 3 hours. Then i get to the river at like 3 or 4. My dad takes me 4-wheelDriving in *MY* car (yay) for like an hour. My dad steping on his imagenary brake it was really funn. Ate some more, then went to bed.

Sunday- Well i wake up to my parents Yelling saying Caitlin Get Out Of Bed. So i wake up eat a doughnut and get into the Suberban Towing The F*ing Jimmy (my car). So it took us 4 hours to get to In-N-Out i eat, i get back in the car Sit there for a nother good 3 hours. Then im Home. What the Fuck. I must have gained 1000lbs. I ate and sat in the car the hole weekend. Wow im Cool. haha... not really.

Bye Love
xoxo

how sad...

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 04:56:38 GMT

how sad, while all my friends were slinding down hills in the pooring rain what was i doing ... Waterpolo Practice, next time guys next time.
LOVE YOU

Beautiful boys make my days

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 01:10:47 GMT

my life was way boring up until passing period between 3-4 period guess who gave CAITLIN WOOD a smile and a wave yeah your jealous, only the most beautiful boy IN THE WORLD T.E. that assembly w/ the striping holy shit i Tottaly Minied !!! Thank you very much, im soo gonna marry that boy TAP TAP !!!! Then he said "Hi" to me after practice wow TWO HOLE LETTERS ! YUMM!!!! Haha.. Ha...
*Wood*

Heather...

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 00:31:06 GMT

Wow, so an interesting day, my mom wakes me up at ten and is like Caitlin we are going to see a movie in 45mins get ready. While im getting ready, i obliviously take a shower then the funny thing was i go to pick out an out fit and chose somthing decent and think Oh My Gosh Heather Reid would shit if she saw me i dont match at all, wow, heather is everywhere, i go places and think HEATHER, i get dressed in the morning and think HEATHER... Im So Not Lesbian. 50 First Dates ... Good Movie by the way. Lots Of Pre-Views for scary movies :( and i dont have any boys to watch them with. I seriously have run out of guys ... What to Do ???
Still lonely :(

- Wood

Bored because im grounded ...

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 00:57:10 GMT

Somthing is going to be different and your never gonna guess untill you see the DRASTIC (*5 points big word*) Change in me!!! You might not like it but .. I WILL!!! :) ... Those people, i dont think i want to ever hang out w/ them again they're mean...

Also, okay so i get a ride home from kody on Friday night and my dad sees me run in the house get HEATHERS Chocolate Rose And Card FROM DEVIN and my dad sits at the door and is like what are you doing kody is of course behind the wall so my parents wont find out i go a ride from him. Later that night my mom walks in my room and is like Caitlin so who took you home, i lied and said kodys dad, She Caught Me Im Grounded tear tear ... oh well life goes on.
*Bye Love*
Hug Hug Kiss Kiss
Wood (Drift wood, Red wood, Ply Wood: NO: Caitlin Wood)

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 23:26:21 GMT

Goal: 110 Current: 130 ... only 20 away ... GONNA MAKE IT!!!
If i have a bad day and im crying i expect a friend to be there, i expect to beable to pick up the phone and get a hold of them as soon as possible. So i can tell them my problems and have them listen, instead you get half way threw your story and they start telling you about their problems. Thats a pain in the ass. I just want a friend that will tell me that its okay to cry, to listen to me and then to make me laugh when im done bitching and moaning. Towlie is the ONLY person i can turn to and wont complain about herself, she put her arm around me and listened then her and i made fun of Audrie and she made me laugh, towlie, I LOVE YOU. Thanks For Friday Night. At the moment i hate waterpolo and a couple of boys.
By the way i have decided im not going to be a EMO NUN im going to be an EMO PASTRIE (until Will finds me a boy i could be a good couple with)!!! I LOVE YOU TOWLIE !!!
Dashboard is even to happy for me at the moment... Ha
"emo kid" (wood)

okay wow

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 05:37:35 GMT

wow, so i think im friends w/ them but im not, know why because im not dateing any of them
so i think i like a guy at school... can't tell him why, because i dont want to regret it
so i think my friends are avoiding me... god i hope not
Wow ... so boys suck!!!
im soo going to be a little emo nun ...
"caitlin" i dont know if i want my nick name anymore ...

Forever

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 04:48:55 GMT

Wow, okay so i haven't writen in forever, but i still dont have anything to write about. I think my life is just far to boring and far to personal to write anything in here. Im lost lost lost lost lost ! i dont know what to do i like boys, i dont like boys. I want to be single i dont want to be single. I want a boyfriend that i can talk to. I want a hook up just for fun... who fucking knows !!! Wow so towlie and i are sitting in front of the school at about 1130 waiting for my mom to call when we deicide wow its cold go into the locker room, about an hour later my mom calls and is like wow i totally forgot i had to take you to practice do you still want to go... of course towlie and i look at each otehr and are like no we really need to "study." then mom comes and picks us up and we sit there and are laughing our asses off thinking wow we are going to go and get In N Out for lunch while all of our friends are swimming and going threw hell... wow it rocks being us! then we get to our house have a long talk about depressing SEX and how Towlie should be a spokes person for 12 year olds so she can tell them: No Glove No Love !!! ... i love towlie, She is my BESTEST FRIEND IN THE HOLE WIDE WORLD !!! another interesting day in the body of caitlin wood.

Wow, Signs ...

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 02:33:17 GMT

okay so signs right? i was listening to the radio at J & J's with krista when the song that is like: when its over is it really over, once its over can i still come over. All the words that got in the way. All the things that we used to say have gone out the window. Once its over is it really over... Blah Blah Blah !!! So i definutly think he was there last night and i definutly think he knew i needed a sign and i definutly think that was one. 1:43 ... Lets Pray, I LOVE MY FRIENDS !!! Thanks God!

*Wood*

HEATHER MY LOVE !!!

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 02:22:06 GMT

okay, so we wake up this morning and have a convorsation about sleeping:
Heather: yeah when i sleep i like having heavie things on top of me like lots of pillows and cloths and thick heavie blankits and stuff i dont know its just comfortable
Wood(me): yeah when i sleep i like having a pillow on me because its just light enought to be comfortable
Towlie: well that explains why caitlins with Kody and heathers with chris ...
MAN WE LAUGHED OUR ASS OFF !!!!
Us girls have way to much fun !!!!